I will treasure this experience always.
Like so many of us, since the US election last November, I haven’t felt great. In no small part because I was looking at my phone and engaging with social media way too much. I felt like the world was going to hell on my phone, and all I could do was watch.
Then, Monday, it hit me: social media, incrementally and then seemingly all at once, screwed up the world.
So why do I keep going to it? Why do I keep contributing to it? Why do I keep subjecting myself to its seductive algorithms? It’s literally mind control.
So I posted a quick announcement that I was getting the hell off, and then got the hell off.
Later, after lunch, instead of doomscrolling, I spent my afternoon break in my backyard with a novel and a crossword puzzle.
Then, I heard honking. My house is not overly close to the main drag of the small California town where I live, but it’s close enough that I could tell that LOTS of cars were honking. Like nonstop.
I thought, “That’s weird.” And it kept happening.
Next, a couple of birds in my orange trees got extra loud, and the neighbors’ dogs started to bark, and it felt pretty clear the Universe was telling me to get off my butt and figure out what the honking was all about.
So I ducked inside, took a quick peek at my phone, and discovered that a demonstration in support of immigrants was going on – and it was walking distance from my house! So I threw my sneakers on and was there in five minutes.
This is what I found:
I wished so much that I had brought a sign. Still, felt so good to be a part of this crowd. These folks were standing up for the families in fear of being separated and the countless other neighbors of mine who no longer feel safe leaving the house.
So many people honked and cheered as they drove by. I was not ashamed to openly cry. They were tears of both sadness – for the necessity of the demonstration – and joy, for the overwhelming sense of solidarity and hope.
The turnout was amazing. I have attended demonstrations in Los Angeles that weren’t as big as this. And my town is small!
Here are some more pictures I took.
I learned some important stuff Monday.
If I hadn’t made the decision to remove my attention from the apps on my phone, I would not have heard the honking, and I would have spend another day feeling lonely, anxious, and ineffective. Instead, I got to see, in three dimensions, people who organized and followed through on their plan to peacefully demonstrate.
These demonstrators showed me that while individually, we might feel disempowered, together, we have agency.
It wasn’t until the next day that I learned that demonstrations like this one took place all over California and Texas on Monday.
In conclusion, let’s put our phones down and let’s look for real world, local opportunities to support immigrants, LGTBQIA+ folks, women’s reproductive rights, and any other vulnerable community or vital cause that is under fire right now.
Let me know your thoughts – are you going to get off of social media too, or maybe just take a break from it?
And I have a request: if you have any resources for real world activism, please share them in the comments below.
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I very much understand how you feel about the downside of keeping up with social media. After the election, I had avoided all political posts as much as possible because it caused me so much anxiety and anger and a lot of grief. After the inauguration I tried to plug my ears and close my eyes, but as I heard bits and pieces of what was going on I felt that I needed to keep my eyes open because it turns out there are a lot of major & damaging things happening. This resulted in some sleeping nights, but also a whole lot of thinking and looking at the big picture (the root of the support this new regime receives, looking into the history of the rise & fall & rise again of fascism, how new it is that so many countries have had a democracy, and the trend that shows support for fascism has been swiftly coming back & why, etc.). So, here I am wanting my energy to be clear and calm for my family and to allow myself to sleep, but also the desire to find ways to make a difference and try understand what is happening. It’s a balance I’ll be teetering for a while. May we all find some peace and love so we can get through this as well as we can. Thanks Tess for this post, your words help so much. Also Natasha Levinger’s! Both of you are bright lights!
It may not be an “either/or” choice. Social media can help with connecting people and communities digitally across space and time.
However, as you noted, being connected in the 3D world, at the same moment, in the same space, results in a different connection with people and communities.
I think the choice is whether one feels a sense of futility and withdraws, or sees (or creates) opportunities to connect to reinforce a sense of purpose.
I actually had gotten the “download” to get off social media earlier (maybe around early fall). I’m glad to see other people got hit something similar at some point!!
The election is what got me to add YouTube to my block list.
I know earlier in the year, I just had this “ick” feeling about social media and this sense don’t do anything on it/with it right now.
And just recently, I disconnected from other places (namely Discord, the IM app) and I haven’t felt like checking anything since then.
It’s been interesting to see what I’ve done to replace the habits social media has been feeding. 😂 (I started playing mobile games, for one thing lol) It’s also interesting to see where these platforms helped me when my mind gets a certain way and looking to understand what I can do about it instead of poke around social media or watch YouTube.
This whole thing definitely has me reconsidering what I want my relationship with social media to be when I’m ready to come back it.